deja vu

Most of my life has been some type of repetition. At least I think so. Events come and go, come and go, come and go. Washing away like tides upon the virgin sand. But on some of those waves, perhaps randomly, when it hits my shore, I feel as if I had lived this moment already. The environment is exactly the same as I "remembered" it and the motion of events that I perform have been already "done"

When I was younger, and still every now and then, I feel like I'm blessed with some type of psychic abilitites. The irony of that is that I absolutely (well, wait, I can't ever be 100% sure) do not believe in psychic or horoscopes or birth lines or etc. The scientific theory holds my mind hostage and keeps me from being swayed by unproven and untestable claims.

Maybe in my dreams, I along with alot of people (maybe) can see their future, or at least a certain event in the future. Maybe what we dream we end up eventually following, after all, its easy to follow when something has been done. Maybe?

Then again, maybe the synapses that go a hundred mph in my dream state, create so many random thoughts, that eventually, one of them will be repeated in actuallity. Though, it has happened so many times [deja vu] that this seems a little too much for the mind to process.

Well, the sand beckons me. The waves of the ocean make a tranquil sound and thus, I must be off to bed (and dreams which I'll mostly forget).